the way everything turned out,
disappointing.
if only you just could ...

yesterday was lying in bed thinking,
i should not give in to how i feel right now, i should not let what i feel now plan my course of my actions.
cause eventually,
what i feel at the present moment will be forgotten, however, the path that i choose, its what i choose to do that will see me through the future years.

i learnt more about expectations.

period