dilemma, back to square one.

why i am always caught in the 'pending' mode?
a very mood swing-ly day.

met up with Estella at KAP for brunch. mood check - excitement
mid afternoon - super upset! was crying over the phone to my mum.
yes, estella thank you for always being there. :D
come to evening. mood check - okay.

i will not let the external factors affect me.
sacrifices. i may not gain the relevant experience that others gain now.
its not happening right now but i will definitely gain it in the future
and have a lifetime to experience it.

this serves as a reminder.

i read all my previous posts. and they are all sad! =(
sorry blog, please put up with me during this period.