i could fly from the highest swing, i had a dreamHad very little sleep the night before, slept at 3 am and got up at 6 plus am on a lazy tired Sunday morning. Mum drove us down to where the funeral was held and then to Mandai crematorium. I have a phobia looking at dead bodies, this time the coffin was totally close, yes or else it will be a struggle for me. She's my cousin's grandma (present tense cause she still is though she has passed away.) - thinking aloud. She battled with cancer for 2 years. Mom told me that when my cousin's grandma first realised she got this illness, she went for her first operation and they took out her whole stomach. When mom visited her just 1 week before she passed away, she was so skinny that she skin to the bones. When the second relapse came, her body was too weak that she could not take another operation. My auntie who was just recently diagnosed of cancer and seeing her own mother going through all the cancer stages till the last stage was definitely painful. Tears started to stroll down her cheeks as she told my mum that she's worried that she will see herself facing and going through the same struggling process that her mum went through. Is cancer hereditary? Is tumor hereditary?
It reminded me as i was sitting in the car on the way to church. God breathes life into us. Everything is in His control and the life that we live are all in His hands.
Coughing badly, sigh! i think that bad cough will give bad sorethroats! =(
