i am sorry that i turned my back on You.

i know that it must sadden your heart and hurt alot, i am sorry.

i am sorry that i was angry with You.

i am sorry for throwing tantrums when i get impatient.

i am sorry for not being a good daughter.

i am sorry that i have drifted so far away from You.

i am sorry for blaming you.

i am sorry for shutting You out before even listening and hearing what You got to say to me.

Thank you for gracious despite all.

i want t fall deeper in love with You

   i want t mature in You.

i want t learn from the circumstances that You have placed me in - Help me to be teach-able, Teach me t be patient.

I want t know you more.

i know that it aint going to be easy, its not an immediate thing, its not a click of fingers.

but i still choose to rediscover that first love.

I cant do it by my own strength. 

I need you t help me.